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Go back in time to when my daddy my cracker momma and stopped it
My oh my (My oh my)
Oh my (My oh my)
I oh my (Oh my)
Somebody me Black man screaming, trying to convince me I'm not So why the white man lynch me? Damn, my skin fair but not And I'd be lying if I said I didn't care whites thought Or black said, shit Maybe in my head Like a single mother praying Looking on the ground for a serpent to feed her Praying to God, wondering why her baby beat her Feeling like the devil finna and defeat her All in the wintertime, close to the heater Wondering what's happen
And how the world treat her How could her momma her
And her daddy just her? Like abracadabra when that magician on the lever Oh my
(Oh my) Oh my (Oh my) Like the white woman oh my Oh my, my, my, my, my Oh my, my, my, my, my
Oh my I don't feel right inside like I need to hide
Everybody why I get high 'Cause I fight the feeling inside Oh my, my, my Oh my, I oh my, yeah
Feeling innocent in a sense has got me on the fence And all shit is so intense Don't wanna go to event Just wanna home and invent And somehow, yeah, let me vent
I'm taking shots and drinking But shit don't make a dent in how I'm feeling And yes I'm willing to keep on this shit I know there's someone out there far
feeling all this shit And yes I know that I'm low There's so much I can go And so I up to the sky Oh my, oh my
(Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (I oh)
I feel the Aryan in my blood, scarier than a Blood Been looking for holy water, now I'm praying for a It feel like time passing me by than a slug While this feeling inside of my body seep in a drug you hug me, rub me on the back like a child? Tell me you me, need me Promise me you'll never me Even though my daddy, you he blacker than the street With a to match, more solid than concrete Tell people I'm black, feel the need to retreat Like I be ashamed of my granddaddy Malik But my beautiful black brothers and to act like I'm adopted Go in time to when my nigga daddy my cracker momma and stopped it My oh my (My oh my) Oh my (My oh my) Like the woman said oh my (Oh my) mother praying In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida Looking around on the ground for a serpent to her to God, wondering why her baby daddy beat her Feeling like the finna come and defeat her Single mother praying Looking around on the for a serpent to feed her
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Feeling like the devil finna and defeat her All alone in the wintertime, to the heater Wondering gonna happen And how the gonna treat her How her momma mislead her
And her daddy leave her? Like when that magician pull on the lever Oh my
Oh my, my, my, my, my
Oh my, my, my, my, my Oh my I don't feel deep inside Feeling like I to hide
Everybody why I get high Cause I can't the feeling inside Oh my, my, my
Oh my, I oh my
I can't get you out of my mind Baby, no I just can't find, I just can't Such a state of mind Beautiful state of mind, such a beautiful of mind Beautiful state of Sometimes everyday on time But right now in my It feels like I'm living on borrowed
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And her daddy just her? Like when that magician pull on the lever Oh my
So what now? What advice can you give me? God: What advice can I give I suppose so God: Live your life. Don't waste your days on the negative energy of others. Remember that you're not your salary. You're not your house. You're not your car. And no matter how big your bank account is, your grave is six feet under just like everyone else's. So enjoy the days you have. Worry not bout the days that came before you. Nor the ones that will follow you in death. Remember that right here in this moment is all you are guaranteed, and the that you are living is what life is all about. So live your life to the fullest, according to your happiness and the betterment of all Damn man, we've been walking forever Thomas: Well, Thalias tracking says we'll be there in just over an hour
Kai: Shit, at least we got good music or is that it? Thomas: Oh no, man. I'm cueing up the album now, his final one
One, two, three, One, two, three, four, Look my eyes Tell me you could see beyond the that I'm puttin' on front that I'm puttin' up for you I my soul into a microphone With poems in blood In that it's enough for you Do you love me Do you me yet? No? go harder for you In fact, I rap I collapse All I wanted was acceptance, my lesson I'll never feel your approval till I my own Come from a messed up home, and less informed About the ways to a child up To not become a Of his environment, I need to cry and But I built this wall up Actin' like all good But in I'm lookin' for something bumpin' my favorite rappers I came up after Nas, Cole, and Hov Eyes closed, I zone till or so in the morn' I'm used to alone Shit, you know how long I've been out on my dreams, fantasies of a throne One day I wake up and see that it exist all along Till then I will pen that fans consider brilliant Boosting my ego with million that spills in And then I won't solace, so where's the logic in that? Worrying if they think Logic could rap When it all goes back to a childhood, need to be By parents that was in too deep with the Nigga, my advice, the black and white shit Be who you are, identify as a No one you you're that It's something you just know The world be stealing your Your did what she could Her life was miles good Your fell in the trap set for you when you black They met when was low And you a product of that And so your trauma is Don't bury it you should And it out of your system, then truly forgive 'em Just my opinion, only then can you peace Just start to notice happiness don't come from release been through it before Can only share with you I know To be true, but at the time, I'll never be you And never be me, no matter how hard that you try This is for youngins out wondering how far you can fly The truth is that you go further than the stars and the sky But if you want to then you to know why Are you running from hopes of becoming someone That's finally worthy of Let me tell you now, you're worthy Fuck from strangers, that shit is dangerous as hell God, learn to accept yourself And I'm gone, Him