You write a song where the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I would you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought if she could plant a seed It somehow grow inside you
Spent so much of my time wishing you different But reality is that with life can't never be But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and 'em with precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else hurt you Yeah, said nobody else hurt you And if they tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know that you been from everything that's behind you I know you've been burying everything inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you But I'm sitting in this time frame Struggling with my and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you your mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a angel Wouldn't lose wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, nothing is the And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my But I at the mirror and I see you every day I'm you in every way, hue and every shade And maybe you should know, it's the last that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the of my time on the run and- So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for everything you me And that you need to hear this even if it makes you God lives inside you, you've already him The Devil in memories and you just let him hound you And I your church for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I forgive you for everything that it cost you that it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it that love Now I realize that is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I some I just wish that you grew up with someone you could on I wish you knew that you could never make it love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a special You're not just my mom, but the reason I exist And the best life you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a childhood And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still you I just you to know that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, it meant that I was never born That's what I would have for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've running from everything that's behind you I know that you've burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I know I would write you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow inside you And that I could you from the rain So that it could be easier for happiness to you Or maybe I'm a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a who's still trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just caught in the of a massacre The blackened of dying, black dahlias