Ed was at the end of his rope, an he detested "There is no rope", he would scream at the laughing There is the end, no hope, no rope Ending is better than Doors of perception, windows of These are illusions like the killing
Ed spoke in a squeaky voice perhaps a slight tinge of glee But this was only he couldn't be bothered To try to develop a manner of That truly his mood
This is a vaccum, there is no air in room Despair is no fun knocked three times on the ceiling But the rosy fingers of dawn inserted themselves In the nose of promises
sang, "Heysanna, Hosanna" Paralyzed danced in the streets all day But when the came, everybody went home I was ready, everyone else was
And while it might been a relief to see I was right all along Here I am still, alone and the endless end
And I can it all around And laugh at it and laugh at I can laugh than the walls, the halls, the waterfalls Louder than De Gaul or Fulton Mall
But I don't what I'm laughing at I don't know just what I think is so funny I don't why I don't just shut up And give up and lay and die
"What do I to complain about anyway?" Ed his Picasso, "I'm a millionaire" This wasn't actually Ed's was an obvious forgery
His Rothkos had just been singled out In an in 'Art forum' entitled 'The Three Insignificant Paintings of Mark Rothko' And his Barbara Krugers had been damaged By Rein and a few other bands from Gainesville That refused to the value of art
"Come to of it", Ed mused To the laminated roadkill coffee table he had purchased times had seemed slightly less bleak "Come to think of it, not only does art have no value But my collection has no value either"
"I know I'm not a But that's no reason to is no reason to complain There is no to do anything"
"I don't believe in reason, objective or collective farming I believe in public speaking is another reason why I'm here alone I believe in life or death I would kill but I don't believe in suicide"
Ed put on a red shirt and took a walk around the block While whistling softly to He reentered his apartment "There is no on this planet"
"Jehovah One replaced all life with machinery centuries ago The Industrial Revolution Was just another hoax and we all for it 'Cause we were all programmed to, I fell for it I believe in the engine though I don't believe in anything"
Logical inconsistency is the Mr. Bubble I in Each and evening, except for yesterday evening When I roller bladed to the Masonic Temple To play with Pope John Paul the First I had no choice in the matter"
Ed could go on and on And he did, and he would and he Until you or I or somebody something about it Senator of Louisiana Announced over closed television And as long as he continues to pontificate I do nothing
Ed walked away from the feeling fortified and stapled His brain was buzzing, the way it always did after 'Jeopardy' He loaded up the micro bus with and poseidons And for Pope County
"I've had it", he sang, "I've had it with puns, Russian literature, Italian Meaningless cross references and laundry lists of I drive without a license, without clothing, without direction"
"And if I it to Arkansas, fine And if I'm running late, if I'm running a numbers It doesn't matter, I shall on running"
"Yes, this is the answer, is the ending, I shall keep on running Because a in motion tends to stay emotional And it's better to feel, pain is better than Emptiness is better than nothing, and is better than this"