I'm black on blacker velvet, skin and veins Like some El Greco painting, so of pain So full of longing for of day
I thought I knew who I was in the But here I am twice blind at born to my buried voice within
And I've forgotten who I to be And forgotten the woman in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts Skating the surface of depths Oh, may the fruit of my be meaning
So forgive me all my seriousness My so-called spirituality, I'm a mess I'm tears and but I'm unafraid to see
And forgotten who I used to be The leader in her glory shining, And I've forgotten the I used to be The passage is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like some El painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle to light The holy radiance behind the
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten woman in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try