Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be maybe I got nine lives?
Seven cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it bye-bye Because
its my time to do it without the
I'm making is really dope
but i needa about some shit that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im to get deep
but i really hope you it though.

See talking about it it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i felt a burden.
me any drug I was chewing em up
if I have lives then I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I know that's and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's packets in a day
I get high but i would have
em anyway because if I take em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in this
having shit thoughts like i got to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I four packets
cos i just wanted to feel
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was to preform
I can't remember see I was told in the
my tour found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
no one knew I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let my fans and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so open with it all so hard
not knowing is wrong
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in song

woke up in hospital going through
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone there to call
saying the fuck is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if I could walk
a man approaches am I doc?
he tells me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try kill myself but they wouldn't me
I a month in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm to myself have I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times where I would want to be
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im happy I got me rest
I know fo'sure now i don't it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
got any strength
I let my fans and my family
the people by me are like family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it wasn't for my
I Woulda the knot on the
the devil handed me.
I gotta show ma and my mum love
and let em know
it's not them fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the worst part is I try battle it
so if your hearing this and battling at home
tell somebody because your should know!
I'm loving life now I'm getting it
if I can do this shit fucking can
remember cos I blacked out
but I change a thing cos it
me who I am now