I've never tasted tears these before And they are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too for any soul to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and with his Unfroze what ne'er a fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I weep I know something ends so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I kept hidden in my The of one who never had been more But whom I wrote about and set From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I on what I'd lose If ever my were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment after torment my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To fill my pages was my only Until the day I dared to call it For love was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the away For in my mind I was alone And being thus in love, though a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I up the door And the space where I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of memories I long to A future that I both for and fear There really was no question when it This shooting star, both and gentleness Who never me time to make my choice But made my will his own with each For and only once I did not think Where I should and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow over me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the world could The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my muse had become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or strains of music in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know full well I am meant to do But at night when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had years to hear my name Once spoken as it should have been Id wait there still but someone real And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt this much to say But there is something tragic in this may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The that shattered my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only pain can me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known