I've never tears like these before And they are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it I may not be alone this earth as I have been 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An angel now is mine and the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I because I know That ends so that this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But I wrote about and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The for me I knew he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about each When torment after torment my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my was my only goal the day I dared to call it love For this love was the I had known And somehow I could keep the away For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in that holy Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I opened up the And the space where I swore hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future that I long for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who gave me time to make my choice But made my will his own with each For once and once I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true in all the world could match The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in this of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or strains of music in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know full well I am meant to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as he ever knew That I had years to hear my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there still but real appeared And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in this Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I would never mend The that shattered my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is always For only pain can me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, are the saddest I have known