My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but you ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn You must not got 'em It probably was a problem at the office or somethin'
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her
I about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with ScamZ
I got a room full of posters and your pictures, man I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last package i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i dont deserve it, i you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect still ain't called or wrote, I hope you the chance I ain't mad, I just think it's up you don't answer fans If you didn't want to talk to me outside your you didn't have to But you have signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my brother, man,he's only 6 years old We in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no That's pretty shitty man, like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad, but I just don't like lied to Remember we met in Denver, you said if I write to you You would write back, see, I'm like you in a way I never my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to you're sayin' in your songs So when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else, so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a with your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See, everything you say is real, and I you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk you 24/7
But she know you like I know you, Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growing up You've gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, Stan. PS, we be together too
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too to call or write my fans" This'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no word, I deserve it? I know you got my two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that song by Phil Collins "The Air In The Night"?
About that guy who could saved that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Then Phil saw it all then at his show he him? kinda how this is, you could have rescued me from drowning Now too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped all o' pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we could been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't without me See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm to talk Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you 'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I to send this shit out?
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that And here's an for your brother, I wrote it on your starter cap
I'm sorry I see you at the show, I must have missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally, just to diss you And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists I say that shit just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how up is you?
You got some issues, Stan, I think you some counselin' To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit'll me not want us to meet each other
I really you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this I just hope it reaches you in
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just If you'd a little, I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to that I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was with his kid And in the car they a tape but it didn't say who it was to to think about it his name was, it was you, damn