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Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin these streets for too now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the I go I wanna go home

I fuckin' swear that I care but its when you stare
Into the of a bottle that is empty and bare
Oh, my desolate soul in my home
It's my desolate role, I'm here all alone

I think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed
Curtains closed, are off, am I alive or dead?
I shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak
at its peak, another fit just to sleep

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need
Hoes you see, hoes you see I'm in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin baby, please don't leave
Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I guess that's me

So I sit in my and I'll cry in my bed
Thinkin all the shit that made me wrong in my head
I tryin to climb but it seems so steep
Pour a fuckin' whisky and go back to sleep bitch

Cause I wanna be like this
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the further I go I go home

I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets for too now
I've got nothin true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

I watch my momma cry, she says baby
I say baby died, baby's gone a suicide
I think you'll see him soon, mom stay out my room mom
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker you mom

I this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan
These tears keep getting every time that I hold her
I this out for you like a partner in crime
It's part of the times when you're in the mind

Yeah, I'm sick oh so sick, I'm so sick of shit
Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so up off it
So I stumble til I stumble, fall down
To this puddle of my layin here on the ground

you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose
With my last left single breath I'll still be to you
So when you me man, you better bury me deep
And sing along to this song 'cause you're like me

Cause I don't be like this
I've runnin these streets for too long, now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I wanna go

I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets for too now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the I go I wanna go home

And I wanna go to the start, back where we started from
And I know it's been so
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was all along

And I wanna go to the start, back where we started from
And I know it's been so
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was all along

Cause I don't wanna be like
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the further I go I wanna go

Cause I don't be like this
I've been runnin these for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I wanna go