I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my on something great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my hands on something And a way to fuck it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be of it every other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she Makes me feel like I've died and to heaven But makes life a hell for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until something better comes And she'll just drop me a hot potato
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves friends, what do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off endings
In my moments of I openly admit the shit I wouldn't I'm self-conscious and enormously and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only turns to ammunition for her in this war, she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up like a downer When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to walk on when I'm her But just somethin' about her That makes me not able to without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief I'm so drunk off tragic endings Drunk off endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she just don't see me with someone else The idea of seein' me happy her in itself To see me to pieces brings her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time this piece of runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? Shoulda it Who would think she'd actually the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she the car with lighter fluid She's standin' with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' on fire, then she threw it
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic