Having conversations mama, man my life is a mess Ain't been returning the texts, so she been reading the She got Google Alerts, them shits go to her phone She worry bout me from home, you she raised me alone She said "I heard you with you know who I told her "Girl I'm always back you know who" And she like "Who are we You're 27 you being you You're your father's child, man thank God you got me in you" At least I always, at I always see it through At least I'm always being true to what you me Retired teacher but your words still got me Never get sloppy drunk, but is problem solving And look I hate it when you on all my girlfriends And assistants always convinced there's always someone better Like that girl from gym who trains you I know you wanna it, you told me she's free Thursday And I'm sure she's a angel but she don't want this life The timing right Maybe one day but even one day with us is a of a life We do things that people pay to You got the sweetest heart but I'm not here to give out compliments, or nobody confidence momma I got no in this momma I don't pretend with momma I'on joke with momma I pull the knife out my back and cut they throat it momma I'm "Game of Thrones" it momma I'm " Home Alone" it momma I'm t- I really using this tone with you momma I really hate getting on this phone with you momma I really hate wasting your time to check a or two momma It's just they cloning me Them niggas momma Its like - I'm the one they wanna be I just- I- I can't be out here being vulnerable I mean I kill em every they do a song with me momma I sing a hook they along with me momma What more want from me momma? Yeah, is a crazy life But you and the six me right "Don't ever take advice," was great advice You and the six raised me right, that shit my life
Having conversations momma, we start talkin' bout dad You he dropping a single, he saying this is his window That nigga still wearing linen, that still in the club Call him after we get off the phone and him some love That nigga Memphis for real, girl he love you to He made mistakes throughout his that he still doesn't accept But he want our forgiveness, and fuck it look how we living I'm content this story, who are we not to forgive him? At least I been to a prison, at least I know what like I used to rap on the phone, one of his friends doing And now I got me a Grammy, could be part of the reason Let's just call shit even, we got some things to believe in Do you remember back to Weston Road, Road? Hangin' with Aaron Bell and shit could've gone south for me he looked out for me ma He never let me do He let me a gun one summer but out there everyone does He made me listen to his music, old music, music that can only be created if you go through it I used to get for being black, and now I'm here and I'm not black enough Cause I'm not acting tough or stories up bout where I'm actually from But I just roll with it momma, rolling stone with it Gotta be careful around rolling stones or anyone that's tryna throw at me momma I'm not condoning it They will not nothing down I built this home for you momma Know I call enough momma I just been with so little time for personal momma Hard let me pay the price You and the six raised me right that shit my life