"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
me from the pain I'm down Don't you hear me I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you me back to life?
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
I running from the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me Search for the real me, in the night Only talk to angels I'm lost in a height I don't really wanna get in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm getting in the vibe I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's in my eyes But I don't wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting But I'ma coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something And I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no thoughts And if pain's a trapdoor I need God And so someone to come walk me out But don't think, talk about it Wait, don't sing, tell nobody Wait, don't drink, don't your body Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, voices in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me But you know Him well, and I that you could bring Him near me So I keep praying, word that I keep saying part of me that I needed shield from Every part of me needs saving
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy me sanction Can you bring me back to
None of this's real, when it you Thought I found you, now I'm too I've been listening to service A lotta redefining, a lot of words A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts A lotta stuff that resonates certain persons I've been searching for the truth but embedded in lies Read single verse until I'm red in my eyes And God'll only you when you offering ties And is the truth But when the a lie But what am I to do when the is I? And everything I touch to shrivel and die? My mama always said I was a inside But now I'm looking for some peace and a I And how it feels to need that, some pie And how it will take when it comes from the sky Means probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just wrestling Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I tell Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause these voices in my are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I don't really a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me And you know him well, and I think that you could him near me So I keep praying, everything that I keep Every part of me that I shield from Every part of me that saving
Save me from the I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you me back to life?
Did he die on the for this? Do you have any proof? here is man-made And I'm just searching for fucking truth Cause everything they ever me not to do Has always made me what freedom is Why listen to the words when not from you? And why feel when I freely live? Now I what the fucking root of evil is And why peace is dead, but evil thinking they can talk to you And what they in they hearts are true Now they feel that they had the to persecute Judge, doom to hell and first to you Now I really know who wrote the Bible But under the sun goes unrecycled Take shot you have with a fucking rifle Cause you rarely ever get a chance for So, just think, talk about it Wait, think, just tell somebody Wait, don't blink, don't fail your Wait, just scream, just shout it So the voices in your head fall silent And the in your veins flows rough and violent And you see everything with your eyelids And burden you carry is eventually lighted And you talk to God, even when you ain't sure he you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the and fears too And you praying, only now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you know you let it go, then you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"