"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm with your holy light Give me Can you bring me to life?
Save me from the I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy me sanction Can you me back to life?
I been running from the in my brain Got stains on my while I search for the real me for the real me, lost in the night Only to angels when I'm lost in a height I don't really wanna get in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm getting in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's lost in my But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not trusting But I'ma keep 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something And when I tell you what it is, you better to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a then I need God And so send someone to walk me out But don't think, don't about it Wait, don't sing, don't tell Wait, don't drink, don't fail your Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, these in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I really have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think that you bring Him near me So I praying, every word that I keep saying Every part of me that I shield from part of me that needs saving
Save me from the I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy Give me Can you bring me back to
None of this's real, when it you Thought I found you, now I'm too I've been to service sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of reworded A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts A lotta stuff that resonates certain persons I've been for the truth but it's embedded in lies every single verse until I'm red in my eyes And God'll only hear you when you offering And protection is the But when the a lie But am I to do when the Devil is I? And everything I seems to shrivel and die? My mama always said I was a rebel But now I'm looking for peace and a benevolent I And how it feels to that, some humbling pie And how long it take when it comes from the sky Means I'll probably be until I crumble and die And just wrestling with Satan I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I my body Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I really know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think that you could him near me So I praying, everything that I keep saying Every part of me that I needed shield Every part of me needs saving
Save me from the I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you me back to life?
Did he die on the cross for Do you any fucking proof? here is man-made And I'm just searching for some truth everything they ever told me not to do Has always made me question freedom is Why to the words when they not from you? And why feel judged when I live? Now I what the fucking root of evil is And why peace is dead, but lives Everybody thinking can talk to you And what they believe in hearts are true Now they feel that had the right to persecute Judge, to hell and come first to you Now I don't really know who wrote the But nothing under the sun goes Take every shot you have with a fucking Cause you rarely ever get a chance for So, just think, just talk it Wait, just think, just somebody Wait, don't blink, don't fail your Wait, scream, just fucking shout it So the in your head fall abruptly silent And the blood in veins flows rough and violent And you see everything with lifted eyelids And every burden you carry is eventually And you to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the and fears too And you praying, only now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you know when you let it go, then you receive
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"