(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down over dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)