(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive possible dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... somethings is wrong with dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be buzzed for half of the time. Who's mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's cool if it's you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)