Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)