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I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)