Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on we took this too far
I went in thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this that I'll always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm home tonight Well no what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My will carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life