Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my and all them other songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, to have each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble up with every address But I'd flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming home Well no what the cost And if the plane goes Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life