Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on we took this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life