Lately I've been through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one is like a full choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between heaven and I my people so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK squeeze that, you won't even want be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind real Dreaming and fending for the day, I could some real cash album after album, platinum song after song But it's I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash But when I'm they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it might not be but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, better get your You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane