Lately I've going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full My every thought is pain, strain and me to death is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed
Here I am, born torn between heaven and hell I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta crack
nobody got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents no traces just blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast and fending for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum after song But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people fuck him, 'cause he be Through my homies burning bridges and I don't a fuck Remember laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it might not be much but all I got So I paint it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a Bury me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they be strangers up a reverend breed
So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, get your weapon You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane