My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no word - I deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!