My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what you're saying in your so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and here's an for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you need to treat her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!